This beautiful monster in my heart.
Enjoys the silence, breaks me apart.
And stabs me with the words on words I start.
I’m scared to say I fear it, it does not hear it.
This monster is dark yet so bright.
Bitter its mouth but every words so right.
Breaks down sometimes but emotions so tight.
Still I’m scared I’ll loose it, but this is how I choose it.
Taught me how to fence my pain and desires.
Caught me in my lows and lowered its satires.
Made me feel the things that a true love requires.
Yeah I’m scared it will go and I cannot say no.